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Okie dokie
sooooo back from china
it was alright....kinda smelly..and the food made me super sick, but i went to a rave on the great wall of china
as for Matt and I? well
let me describe the ..all facts:
I go to earls.
he is there
I smile and say hey..in a screachy i missed you so much type of way
he smiles back and then cleans somemore dishes....
I sit there....and sit
and then he asks me if I want a drink
I say diet coke
he gives it to me and says 'so what are you doing tonight'
I say 'this is it'...by the way I'm with kayla and amber t
he goes back to work
...
it continues with just a glance or whatever..so I decided to leave
but there is drama outside so I stay and sit at the end of the bar
Matt tells be Luke bout two new vehicles
'We'll go for lunch tomorrow I'll call you when I wake up' he says
I'm thinkinkg TOMORROW??? what how about we cuddle tonight and get a movie...but nope
so he goes out to get a cash sheet..and I fallow him and ask why he hasnt phoned
he says quite locially, we'll I knew you were in calgary, was I just supposed to call to say hey?
I'm thinking YEAH DUH!..but I just smile and stick my tongue out at him
he gives me a nice hug and I kiss his neck..and look at him.,.but he does not kiss me he just smiles.
so Ok Thats cool we're going for lunch tomorrow....(mind u lunch is formal and stiff and proabbly means hes gonna rip my heart out)
so I go to cowboys....where I then see him.....WAIT! I thought he was supposed to be closing? its only 12 30...
he is two stepping witha girl
I then run into him later while he is dancing with Amber and Kayla...I join the group and he leaves...again to dance with this girl
evening progresses I'm near tears...trying to look like I'm having fun
two slow songs....he dances with her
one more fast....hollaback.,...hes with her AGAIN
so lights up.
I go to my car
hes already in his..no girl..thank god..so I get into his car...small chit chat..he says Jamie will be at earls tomorrrow so I can go talk to him to see when I can start..again he says lnch tomnorrow.
I say I MISS HIM
he doesnt say anything...alright point taken.
and I'm like 'Wow glad you miss me too' sarcastically
he says 'I didnt say I didnt'
somemore awkward conversing....now me pushing to see where this is going, I tap the side of my cheek and ask for a kiss.
which he gives, and then we rub noses...affection! great! but no kiss on the mouth.
Good night'
cya tomorrow
yeah I'll call you when I get up
I exit vehicle..get into my car..
and GUES WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENS NOW!!!!
just guess!!!!
you wont!
little miss that he was dancing with all night hops into his car.
and this point I break down in tears sobbing hysterically.
what the hell is going on??????????????????????????????????????
andrew and amber are tyring to keep me calm. kayla is freaked out.
I pin the gas and take off after Matt has left...probably 4 mins before me
at the last set of lights before the hill....guess who pulls up beside me...
Matt and that girl. (Amber and andrew have a theory that he drove slow and purposly pulled up next to me...i doubt it)
so again I pin it and he trys to beat me up the hill..but he doesnt.
I drop kayla off
drive past the Macs in woodbuff.....his car is there...
amber is next home after I get gas
then andrew...who is trying to be a good friend by saying he'll beat Matt up....haha
I drop everyone off and now I'm here...
alone
and pissed because I know what everyone will say
they will say
I TOLD YOU SO.
to MATT...you are a FUCKING ASSHOLE...but i still want to be friends because you are fun to dance with.
to the Girl..oh my god you have no idea what you are getting into....but you have amazing hair!
A.
sooooo back from china
it was alright....kinda smelly..and the food made me super sick, but i went to a rave on the great wall of china
as for Matt and I? well
let me describe the ..all facts:
I go to earls.
he is there
I smile and say hey..in a screachy i missed you so much type of way
he smiles back and then cleans somemore dishes....
I sit there....and sit
and then he asks me if I want a drink
I say diet coke
he gives it to me and says 'so what are you doing tonight'
I say 'this is it'...by the way I'm with kayla and amber t
he goes back to work
...
it continues with just a glance or whatever..so I decided to leave
but there is drama outside so I stay and sit at the end of the bar
Matt tells be Luke bout two new vehicles
'We'll go for lunch tomorrow I'll call you when I wake up' he says
I'm thinkinkg TOMORROW??? what how about we cuddle tonight and get a movie...but nope
so he goes out to get a cash sheet..and I fallow him and ask why he hasnt phoned
he says quite locially, we'll I knew you were in calgary, was I just supposed to call to say hey?
I'm thinking YEAH DUH!..but I just smile and stick my tongue out at him
he gives me a nice hug and I kiss his neck..and look at him.,.but he does not kiss me he just smiles.
so Ok Thats cool we're going for lunch tomorrow....(mind u lunch is formal and stiff and proabbly means hes gonna rip my heart out)
so I go to cowboys....where I then see him.....WAIT! I thought he was supposed to be closing? its only 12 30...
he is two stepping witha girl
I then run into him later while he is dancing with Amber and Kayla...I join the group and he leaves...again to dance with this girl
evening progresses I'm near tears...trying to look like I'm having fun
two slow songs....he dances with her
one more fast....hollaback.,...hes with her AGAIN
so lights up.
I go to my car
hes already in his..no girl..thank god..so I get into his car...small chit chat..he says Jamie will be at earls tomorrrow so I can go talk to him to see when I can start..again he says lnch tomnorrow.
I say I MISS HIM
he doesnt say anything...alright point taken.
and I'm like 'Wow glad you miss me too' sarcastically
he says 'I didnt say I didnt'
somemore awkward conversing....now me pushing to see where this is going, I tap the side of my cheek and ask for a kiss.
which he gives, and then we rub noses...affection! great! but no kiss on the mouth.
Good night'
cya tomorrow
yeah I'll call you when I get up
I exit vehicle..get into my car..
and GUES WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENS NOW!!!!
just guess!!!!
you wont!
little miss that he was dancing with all night hops into his car.
and this point I break down in tears sobbing hysterically.
what the hell is going on??????????????????????????????????????
andrew and amber are tyring to keep me calm. kayla is freaked out.
I pin the gas and take off after Matt has left...probably 4 mins before me
at the last set of lights before the hill....guess who pulls up beside me...
Matt and that girl. (Amber and andrew have a theory that he drove slow and purposly pulled up next to me...i doubt it)
so again I pin it and he trys to beat me up the hill..but he doesnt.
I drop kayla off
drive past the Macs in woodbuff.....his car is there...
amber is next home after I get gas
then andrew...who is trying to be a good friend by saying he'll beat Matt up....haha
I drop everyone off and now I'm here...
alone
and pissed because I know what everyone will say
they will say
I TOLD YOU SO.
to MATT...you are a FUCKING ASSHOLE...but i still want to be friends because you are fun to dance with.
to the Girl..oh my god you have no idea what you are getting into....but you have amazing hair!
A.