And devoted friends, they disappear. And I'm sorry about the phonecall.
Do you feel at home? That's for you to decide.
So swimming in gym today in my old bathing suit reminded me of that time Seamus and I sat in my bathtub with scuba gear for 2 hours. And this one memory like started this incredible chain reaction of memories. Like lying on Sea's bedroom floor laughing and making the loudest possible orgasm noises while his mom was having a cocktail party with her rich bitch friends, directly below. Or all those times with Luca; playing accordian on his roof, chinese fire drills, learning to drive with him. And all those times with Sammi, all the sleepovers, and going to see hedwig live with Carl, and all those times with Ariel at the shabby shak, and her birthday party, and defacing the mule. And letting Marieke cut my hair, and prying her super glued toes together. And shaving Lorien's head and going frogging with a lighter. And all the crazy things I've done with Em and George. And there are some really good times in there with Josh too. Sitting on the bus with him on the way to D.C. Watching the muppets with him. Dancing on top of Sea's car with Gabe. Eating oreos at Julia. Coming up with female masturbation terms with Jessi and Ariel..and Sammi's mom. Climbing on Jessi's roof. Trick or treating with Ariel. Late night swims in Sea's pool. Jimmy's one man jam band. The vanilla cake place with Marieke. Martin's hair. Karoake with Molly and Leigh. And now all the people that I've met this year and love. I dont know why I've made such a struggle through these past two years. They were full of such amazing times with amazing people.
(Guys, last time the Casey praise was SO laze. Casey's been having a rough week, now I want to read some Casey PRAISE. Even if you don't know Casey, let's go.)