Paranoia! Paranoia! Everybody's coming to get me!
Daaaaaaaaancea cassette man!!
So all of today has felt like one big revelation. Luca called me today and was all, "I can't belive you're so fucking stupid to not know Sea's still in love with you, excuse me I have nosebleed" and then hangs up. I would rather watch French movies than do my homework, this might be why I'm doing poorly in school. Today Gabe asked me if I realized how attractive I am. I guess I haven't? I just heard the song on the radio that was my favorite song in 4th grade, surprise I finally get the words, it's about masturbation. All of my friends are either coke addicts, depressed, or anorexic. I finally realized I DO fit in one of those categories. We played a Christmas song in orchestra today, this means Christmas is coming soon. Mr.Nowak had a black eye. And now I feel more distant than ever from my best friend.I think it might be my boyfriend. My sister's at college. I want to go jump in leaf piles. These are the best years of our lives? I'm starting to believe that. Now, should I dye my hair strawberry blonde or red? And should I just dye the front, or the whole thing?
I think I am starting to realize just how sexay I really am.
Who wants to hang out this weekend? Em? Jake? Larissa? Jessi? Jessi's mom? eh?eh?