almost the new year
The last few days have been weird. I feel like I'm in a rocket that just blasted off from the launch pad. That actually sounds kinda weird, but it's the first thing that came to mind when I tried to think of a metaphor for how I'm feeling. Last night I slept at my friend's house, it was her birthday. Before that, we saw Meet The Fockers, which was very funny despite what critics say. But I had a good time and all with Krys, all night. Even though I enjoyed myself a lot last night, I feel somewhat discomforted today, and I don't really know why. This morning my mom told me that she got an email from my Precalc teacher saying that a girl in my class died 2 days ago because of leukemia. I just thought that was so random, but still really sad, even though I didn't really know her. I always hear about these things happening and these people dying and it makes me think a lot. Sometimes it's almost like I'm scared to live, just because of all the things that happen to innocent people. I always think somethings gonna happen to me. But then again, everything in life is a risk and we take so many risks everyday that its all based on chance. But talking about all this is making me depressed, so enough of that. It's just a daily thought about life.
Tomorrow is New Years Eve and I still am not sure of what I'm doing. Krys wants me to come to Bethany's house with her, but my mom doesn't want me hanging out with them again so soon, so I was thinking about finding a party to go to. I know Sam and Colleen wanna hang out, but there's always the issue of how we're getting home in the middle of the night. Actually, for the past 2 years I've been at home on New Years. That makes me want to do something fun this year. Hmm. I don't know yet. Guess I'll figure it out tonight.
Tomorrow is New Years Eve and I still am not sure of what I'm doing. Krys wants me to come to Bethany's house with her, but my mom doesn't want me hanging out with them again so soon, so I was thinking about finding a party to go to. I know Sam and Colleen wanna hang out, but there's always the issue of how we're getting home in the middle of the night. Actually, for the past 2 years I've been at home on New Years. That makes me want to do something fun this year. Hmm. I don't know yet. Guess I'll figure it out tonight.