I complain about work and now not having any work.
I had my first day off from work since I started.
I hated it. Seriously.
I forced myself to stay in bed until noon after I could only fall asleep in one minute intervals. I got up and looked around "Now what?" Shower/Brush Teeth/Get Dressed/Do Laundry. Oh it's now 1:15. Fuck. I have nothing to do, and no one to do anything with.
I suppose it's par for the course considering I've been nothing but unaccomidating for anyone who even thinks about being my friend. I wish I could screen people in advance myspace style, but in person. I just don't give anyone a chance anymore.
I guess it was also a lot easier when people could just fall into my lap, and now having to seek them out leaves me pretty uninterested. OH WELL.
Work's consuming what is going to probably be 33-37 hours a week for the next...however long so I guess if I can just find something to kill that extra few hours inbetween I'll be good.
This gives me a lot of time to work on art projects now, which only dawned on me as I was making a check out to J9. I decided to color the evelop black and write her a lovely note to go with it. She's going to hate me even more and it's going to be a blast.
Out of boredom I'm making VD cards. We'll see who is lucky enough to get one.
I hated it. Seriously.
I forced myself to stay in bed until noon after I could only fall asleep in one minute intervals. I got up and looked around "Now what?" Shower/Brush Teeth/Get Dressed/Do Laundry. Oh it's now 1:15. Fuck. I have nothing to do, and no one to do anything with.
I suppose it's par for the course considering I've been nothing but unaccomidating for anyone who even thinks about being my friend. I wish I could screen people in advance myspace style, but in person. I just don't give anyone a chance anymore.
I guess it was also a lot easier when people could just fall into my lap, and now having to seek them out leaves me pretty uninterested. OH WELL.
Work's consuming what is going to probably be 33-37 hours a week for the next...however long so I guess if I can just find something to kill that extra few hours inbetween I'll be good.
This gives me a lot of time to work on art projects now, which only dawned on me as I was making a check out to J9. I decided to color the evelop black and write her a lovely note to go with it. She's going to hate me even more and it's going to be a blast.
Out of boredom I'm making VD cards. We'll see who is lucky enough to get one.