Nov 02, 2008 01:31
Moving on from someone sucks. No matter how much you know that nothing will ever happen (by no fault of yourself, simply because they are a dumbass), no matter how much you tell yourself theres no chance in hell. It doesn't help. The sun still shines from their ass.
Fuck.
I've been trying to move on by mentioning other people in front of them. Probably more to convince myself that I can do this, and that I can do better. But all thats resulted in is liking a grade nine and still liking the first person... EVEN FUCKING MORE.
This is dumb.
This is stupid.
This is why I despise emotions.
This is the reason.