Apr 12, 2004 08:35
why m i up at 8:30 when i've been given a day 2 sleep in? well las night i didnt go 2 bed till 2 b/c mr ryan kensinger was over! yes a love from the past who shall be returning to the area in 2 months and until then he will be comein down every weekend. and according 2 him he will definately be stoppin by! he is sooooooo fuckin hot. a little short but i would do him like 50 times over. so nice now. like he went from callin me like fat nitch 2 sayin i was beautiful. wtf? who says i'm beautiful? no1! oh but ryan did. he sayd he was kinda "talkin" 2 some1 but that could change very fast. i was like hell yea. we talked all night n when he left he gave me a big hug and was lal like ohh dosnt that fell good. i was like yea jus lets make out. haha no i didnt. but uh hes gonna take me on a "date " next weekend. kc dosnt date so we'll see what happens. i cant talk about it nemore cuz i'll jinx it. n definately dont want that! i'm watchin half baked. speakin of me n carly were all crunked onsaturday! kick ass! haha well uhh love u all! I"M SO EXCITED!