instead of studying for my 8:30am midterm tomorrow (!!!) i'm reading old blogs and feeling 100% better about my life now than my life two years ago. for no particular reason, i spent the better part of two years crying about a boy who didn't love me and throwing myself at him in every painful, manipulative, careless way i could think of. i also let him reject me, say terribly mean things, and use me up about 2398743590 million times.
and i called myself a strong feminist.
GAH.
the moral of the story is, my life is signficantly happier and more functional at twenty-three than it ever has been.
we are amazingly on month eleven as a wonderfully cute couple and month six (!!) as roommates who are lucky enough to be dating. i mean, i don't want to brag or anything, but we're pretty much in super-love and i'm ecstatic to wake up every day next to the most kind, generous and caring boy that god ever made. that's not bragging right?
also, i got that rad tee shirt with a RADIO on it for 99c this weekend at the thrift store! i also got a great knit vest and ryan gave me co-ownership of his mickey mouse sweatshirt! granted, i did find it in the women's section, so technically it should be mine!
i decided that i need to start being more happy, and proud of all the really amazing things in my life - boyfriend and thrif-store finds included.
expect more unabashed happiness from me in the future, lj.