RISE

Oct 20, 2004 01:12

i feel thoughtful.
the classes i am in right now are targeting such a specific aspect of my mind that watching movies has become one of my favorite forms of mental stimulation.
i also find that living with four film majors at an art school doesnt hurt my infatuation with the media.

sometimes i want to switch majors, which is expected because this place is like a fucking candy store for people like me.
film.... would be awesome, except everyone and their unborn children are film majors here.
too competative.

music business frightens me.
i want to know about it so i can use it to my advantage as a musician, but the more i know about it the more jaded i become.
but in essence im only at the tip of the iceberg and soon i will be in production and whatnot and realize it is what i want to be doing.
get past Accounting I and Corprate portfolio investments, im golden.

its getting cold and i can feel seasonal moodiness tapping at my insides.
but this place is different.

i watched "spun", i liked it but i think its too requiem. excellent story and whatnot, but the tricks have been done.

i would like to come sometime between now and thanksgiving.
i miss my dog, alot.

alex, jamie and tom came to chicago this weekend.
it was fun.
the weather was awful though so it was relatively difficult to entertain.
im personally content sitting, but to be fair they were on vacation.
we went out a couple nights i showed jamie around a huge chunk of the city.
it was genuinely productive in my opinion.

i miss alot of people.

jon, emily, chiyo, bibi, dave, amber .... the list goes on.

but at least ive met a large amount of other people.
one thing i do really fucking miss is my basement.
i miss recording bands.
and i miss being part of the detroit scene, going to shows and shit.

im actually thinking of coming home for minus the bear and then going back for minus the bear in chicago.

hmm?

whatever, i had class all day, im tired.

goodnight.
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