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So Wednesday's Troma party was a lot of fun. It almost made up for my awful birthday. I managed to get into two DVD intros, and I have a speaking role in one. I met some fun folks, got topless on the street for some website and was asked if I knew anyone who would fuck for blow. Those were the words the guy used. I was sort of horrified for a while, but I guess it would have been shitty to be smooth talked into hanging out and coerced into something awful. The night was good, though.
This week should be interesting. I'm trying to get my life together and not rely on the convenience of having someone to help me with the little things like charging my phone bill (for cash) and rides to the store. Really, I just can't handle being treated like shit and feeding into someone's passive-aggression and control issues. It might be for the best, though. I need to stand on my own two feet.
Tomorrow is going to be a pain in the ass. Before 11am, I need to walk to Riverside bank to cash a check, walk to Rite Aid for a Prepaid Visa, come home and order my groceries online, then make sure to be home between three and five when they get here. I love being able to get my groceries online, and I haven't done that since I lived with John. The extra cost for the card and the delivery is a lot considering how little I'm spending on groceries.
So for about twenty-four hours I'm going to have no money, not a dime...except for the filthy five-dollar bill a friend gave me a while ago and told me only to spend when I was absolutely desperate haha. I'm going to do some art modeling on Tuesday and Thursday, though, then Saturday I have a gig in PA...which absolutely has to work out, or I'll be completely fucked. As long as things go as planned, though, I'm going to be totally back on track by Saturday night, then I might even order a bunch of interesting vegan food stuff from a web site.
I really hope this is the last time I'll be this close to the edge, at least for a long time.
This week should be interesting. I'm trying to get my life together and not rely on the convenience of having someone to help me with the little things like charging my phone bill (for cash) and rides to the store. Really, I just can't handle being treated like shit and feeding into someone's passive-aggression and control issues. It might be for the best, though. I need to stand on my own two feet.
Tomorrow is going to be a pain in the ass. Before 11am, I need to walk to Riverside bank to cash a check, walk to Rite Aid for a Prepaid Visa, come home and order my groceries online, then make sure to be home between three and five when they get here. I love being able to get my groceries online, and I haven't done that since I lived with John. The extra cost for the card and the delivery is a lot considering how little I'm spending on groceries.
So for about twenty-four hours I'm going to have no money, not a dime...except for the filthy five-dollar bill a friend gave me a while ago and told me only to spend when I was absolutely desperate haha. I'm going to do some art modeling on Tuesday and Thursday, though, then Saturday I have a gig in PA...which absolutely has to work out, or I'll be completely fucked. As long as things go as planned, though, I'm going to be totally back on track by Saturday night, then I might even order a bunch of interesting vegan food stuff from a web site.
I really hope this is the last time I'll be this close to the edge, at least for a long time.