morning sunshine
WHADDUP GIANTS!
Welp, this year we had another superbowl party like last year.. there was so much food, it was a blast. Not to mention, the game was not one-sided at all. In the fourth quarter, we were all basically screaming at the TV in excitement after the giants drove down the field and Plaxico Burress scored a touchdown. It was amazing. I called Myke after the game.. just to rub it in his face you know? He got really pissy, it was kind of pathetic. All throughout the season, he has done nothing but brag that the Patriots are so good and that they will go 19-0 like all the other Patriots fans have been doing... I have been calling this shit all week, and sure enough, the Giants pulled one of the biggest upsets in NFL history. I think its slightly hypocritical for any red sox fans to bitch and complain about what happened.. because when the yankees play and don't win the world series, all the red soxs fans do is say "oh yeah they well they aren't that great because they can't win a world series"... well that's the same thing that happened to the Patriots. AND THEN Myke took a shot at the Ravens, which was pretty low... and yet I really didn't care. I get that the Ravens had a really shitty year, and I am pretty sure they won't have that great of a season next season... ALL I will say is that Karma is a bitch, and the Patriots had it coming. Okay, so enough about the superbowl...
so this will probably make you gag, but I'm okay with that...
you may or may not remember how I was talking about the 3 guys in my life.. well, the one is still with his girlfriend, and that's a very good thing. for some reason, he says things to me that I don't think should be said to anybody else but your girlfriend.. it makes me feel awkward. I guess I should tell him that. Guy number 3? welll, we dated. for maybe all of 9 days. He got kind of weird when I wasn't hanging out with him.. like he'd worry or freak out telling me that I dont spend enough time with him. It was kind of lame. I don't need that.
... This is where I get into it about Guy number 2.. oh where to begin. Since we've been talking, we've just been good friends. He's been there through all of my shit when nobody else was, and I've been there for him. Its funny that we connect over the shitty relationship hands we've been dealt over the years. Well recently, we've been talking more. There was a time where it was pretty brief, but now it's different. Especially over the last two days. Yesterday, I mentioned that I had a donut and it made me think of him (inside joke) and we talked about how much I hate tuesdays... and he was determined to keep me entertained enough so my tuesday wouldn't suck so bad. Today we've been texting nonstop.. and it's kind of cheesy hahaha. Not going to lie, I kind of sort of am crushing pretty hard on him. I basically bruised Adam's shoulder while I slapped him in excitement haha. But like I said a while ago, I don't ever want to be one to make his life more difficult.. But for right now, I like where it is. We have all this weirdass inside jokes and he's pretty adorable. We'll seeeee.
and now for kind of the depressing side of life...
My Grandmother turned 91 yesterday.. cool right? well yeah, I don't know many people who live past like 80 let alone 91. But to be honest, she's not doing so well. Her leg has had bad circulation for a while, and it's creating sores on her foot.. Well, the choice is, we could amputate the leg and have her possibly die in surgery.. or we could let it take its course and let the infection kill her, which it will. you know, as "okay" as I was with the thought of her dying a few months ago... (she's getting old, her body's shutting down... don't think I'm being insensative)... I'm really not right now. She's the rock of our family. And as much as I know that death is a part of life, it never gets easier when it's somebody you know and are close to. I really don't know how I'm going to react when it comes down to it..
alrighttt. now overall.
life isn't that bad. in fact as of late besides my grandmother, everything is pretty good.
and although I lack ALL motivation for school.. and seem to be under an endless pile of work, it's okay.
I'm okay. Things are okay.
It was like 70 today.. and as much as I love snow, I do love the thought of spring.