Updating for once
We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes,
they're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Hm. Well besides the lack of sleep.. I'm doing alright. Life isn't bad.
Fourth of July made me so happy. I saw a bunch of people that I hadn't in a while. I love my friends. When I saw Danielle.. I nudged her and she turned around and was like NUH UH! I love her. After she turned around, everybody else did. I saw Abs, Em, Ria, and everybody else. I love it. I really miss seeing them. The Fourth of July reminded me why I love them, and why my friends mean so much to me.They are the most important people in my life and I am grateful<3 On the topic of friends, Ryan Vogelpohl and I have become the best of. I spend 8 hour regularly with him talking on AIM alone. He makes me smile. And he's a terrific guy. Best friends most def.
I'm going to California in 4 days. I'm more than excited. I love long carrides. We will be driving up the coast. It's supposed to be gorgeous. I want to be on the beach, I want to see new things, and meet new people. It will be glorious. I will miss my bed.. and my pets.. and my friends. But leaving makes them 10x better. Because you don't know what you have until it is not there.
I'm officially addicted to Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol. The song is lovely and it makes me melt when I hear it. I've been listening to it for like the past 2 hours. I love them. I love Mat Kearney. I love Jimmy Eat World. I love Silent Film. Obviously, I love alot of music.. but these are my favorites. I also love Default, Fuel, and Third Eye Blind.
Lately, I've been in kind of a weird mood. Sorry if I took it out on one of you. I love you guys and thanks for always being there for me<3 You have no idea how much you mean to me. It's just been one of those kinda of phases. Hopefully after going to california, it will go away. But thank you for sticking with me.
So I love this one guy. He probably knows who he is. He probably doesn't know how much he really means to me. I guess I have to work on it. I miss him. I love everything about it.. and yet I let him slip. Things will probably never be the same. I can only hope that someday we can have what we had again<3 He's different than all the rest. And is always on my mind. I do believe this is L O V E.
Really, I have changed quite a bit. I am not trying to please anybody. I think my problem was that I bend over backwards to make others happy and to make sure that others are content before myself. I am not saying I am giving all that up, but I am saying that sometimes, I will do things for me. I'm done with peoples' silly little games. I am truly content with the way I am. And I'm loving life.
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes,
they're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Hm. Well besides the lack of sleep.. I'm doing alright. Life isn't bad.
Fourth of July made me so happy. I saw a bunch of people that I hadn't in a while. I love my friends. When I saw Danielle.. I nudged her and she turned around and was like NUH UH! I love her. After she turned around, everybody else did. I saw Abs, Em, Ria, and everybody else. I love it. I really miss seeing them. The Fourth of July reminded me why I love them, and why my friends mean so much to me.They are the most important people in my life and I am grateful<3 On the topic of friends, Ryan Vogelpohl and I have become the best of. I spend 8 hour regularly with him talking on AIM alone. He makes me smile. And he's a terrific guy. Best friends most def.
I'm going to California in 4 days. I'm more than excited. I love long carrides. We will be driving up the coast. It's supposed to be gorgeous. I want to be on the beach, I want to see new things, and meet new people. It will be glorious. I will miss my bed.. and my pets.. and my friends. But leaving makes them 10x better. Because you don't know what you have until it is not there.
I'm officially addicted to Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol. The song is lovely and it makes me melt when I hear it. I've been listening to it for like the past 2 hours. I love them. I love Mat Kearney. I love Jimmy Eat World. I love Silent Film. Obviously, I love alot of music.. but these are my favorites. I also love Default, Fuel, and Third Eye Blind.
Lately, I've been in kind of a weird mood. Sorry if I took it out on one of you. I love you guys and thanks for always being there for me<3 You have no idea how much you mean to me. It's just been one of those kinda of phases. Hopefully after going to california, it will go away. But thank you for sticking with me.
So I love this one guy. He probably knows who he is. He probably doesn't know how much he really means to me. I guess I have to work on it. I miss him. I love everything about it.. and yet I let him slip. Things will probably never be the same. I can only hope that someday we can have what we had again<3 He's different than all the rest. And is always on my mind. I do believe this is L O V E.
Really, I have changed quite a bit. I am not trying to please anybody. I think my problem was that I bend over backwards to make others happy and to make sure that others are content before myself. I am not saying I am giving all that up, but I am saying that sometimes, I will do things for me. I'm done with peoples' silly little games. I am truly content with the way I am. And I'm loving life.