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so im at nc state....
go wolfpack?
college is completely awesome.. except for the reason it exists.. classes.
i love my roomate and the people i hang out with and i love raleigh and being on my own and its such an awesome free feeling.
but i hate all my classes except for aerobics.. but even that we have a uniform for and i hate uniforms.. but you know me, i can get around it :D hooray for tights and legwarmers and sweatbands [hehe].
yeh so im having 2nd thoughts about college. and 3rd and 4th and infinity thoughts about it all the time. i really miss my job at home. i feel liek i was doing so much more and learning more each day and doing something i liek with my life each day i was back at home. and here.. i feel liek im not learning anything interesting or anything worth my time. i feel liek im wasting my time and my parents money.
do i really want to do this for 4 years?
i want to learn something new everyday. i want to do something differnt with my life everday. yeh im pretty much having my life paid for right now and i feel like inorder for me to have this life i have to take classes and get good grades. im sick of doing homework everyfucking night of the week. im sick of classes always on my mind and especially classes that suck so much and i just sit through them wasting my life as teachers read off powerpoints which are infornt of our faces and on the internet. there are so many opportunities here to help out and do things i like.. but it crams my day.
i just want to go back and work for tutu.com. but i still want to be on my own. and i want to learn what i want to.
i talk to my frineds at other colleges and tehyre always having so much fun and loving their classes and out doing things everynight and loving everybit of it. why am i wishing i wasnt here?
god fucking damnit.
i dontknow what to do.
my dad quit ohio state college after his first semester.. waht if im liek him and i quit ncstate college. // universe-ity.
rrrrrraaaaawwwwrrrrrrrrrrrr <3
rabble rabble rabble.... benjamin franklin...
go wolfpack?
college is completely awesome.. except for the reason it exists.. classes.
i love my roomate and the people i hang out with and i love raleigh and being on my own and its such an awesome free feeling.
but i hate all my classes except for aerobics.. but even that we have a uniform for and i hate uniforms.. but you know me, i can get around it :D hooray for tights and legwarmers and sweatbands [hehe].
yeh so im having 2nd thoughts about college. and 3rd and 4th and infinity thoughts about it all the time. i really miss my job at home. i feel liek i was doing so much more and learning more each day and doing something i liek with my life each day i was back at home. and here.. i feel liek im not learning anything interesting or anything worth my time. i feel liek im wasting my time and my parents money.
do i really want to do this for 4 years?
i want to learn something new everyday. i want to do something differnt with my life everday. yeh im pretty much having my life paid for right now and i feel like inorder for me to have this life i have to take classes and get good grades. im sick of doing homework everyfucking night of the week. im sick of classes always on my mind and especially classes that suck so much and i just sit through them wasting my life as teachers read off powerpoints which are infornt of our faces and on the internet. there are so many opportunities here to help out and do things i like.. but it crams my day.
i just want to go back and work for tutu.com. but i still want to be on my own. and i want to learn what i want to.
i talk to my frineds at other colleges and tehyre always having so much fun and loving their classes and out doing things everynight and loving everybit of it. why am i wishing i wasnt here?
god fucking damnit.
i dontknow what to do.
my dad quit ohio state college after his first semester.. waht if im liek him and i quit ncstate college. // universe-ity.
rrrrrraaaaawwwwrrrrrrrrrrrr <3
rabble rabble rabble.... benjamin franklin...