Megalomaniac

[eat_the_meek626]

I don't know why I let this stuff upset me. I just want it gone. I want her gone. I found out that she thinks me and Sandra were never good friends to her. That really fucking hurts. I bent over backwards to be nice to her. I never got involved in the situation between her and Rita. i always told her that it wasn't my business and I didn't want drama between us. So why am I a bad friend? I mean when Eric told me that she was the reason why he couldn't talk to or hang out with me, he asked me what to do. I could have easily told him to move on. I'm not saying that he would listen, but her actions hurt me so much that I wanted to tell him that. But instead, I told him to talk to her about it and to work it out.
Does this show the characteristics of a bad friend?
And at my halloween party when Lauren's drunk ass made out with Eric! Eric was unsure about his feelings for Lauren but I told him to keep pursuing Katie, even though I was better friends with Lauren. I knew how much Katie liked him and I didn't want to betray her friendship.
Does this make me a bad friend?
And there was something else I had thought about doing that I don't feel like talking about but I didn't because I knew it would have some effect on her and I didn't want to hurt my friend like that.
Does this make me a bad friend?
I never went around saying shit about her or making up lies. I'm not that kind of person. This whole thing just hurts me. I kills me to hear someone say that I'm a bad friend cuz I would and I do bend over backwards for my friends. I mean if I knew that I did something wrong then i would have apologized a long time ago. But I really have not idea, and I'm just so sick of this drama.
I know that I used bad punctuation in this thing but at this point I just don't care. I wanna go to sleep.