It's warm.

Jun 23, 2009 17:51

I like it when it's warm, however a breeze is nice for my survival. It's strange - it's a little drak outside, but boiling.

This weekened I'm going up the mountain, and then down the beach. I'm going to have a very cheap weekend that is different to my usual weekend-shittiness of staying in and not doing much.

My fridge freezer is still broken, but I can't afford to replace it so UHT milk and tinned food it is until some fucker gives me job. Damn, I'm trying so hard. Looking every day, obviously, and applying for everything. I even contacted loads of companys to do voluntary work for them - just gimme some work!

My stomach has had me crippled and crying for most of the week, but I'm not going to the hospital. I'm grinning and baring it. I know it's caused by stress anyway, I just need to calm down and it'll go away.

I've also come to a conclusion about a sad situation. Time to shred that old yuckiness. I know what I'm going to do, I've been thinking about it for a while now anyway, before this new situation arose. This is simply the last straw. But I'm fine about it, I'm going to shrug it off and ignore it. She knows where I am if she wants to take the initative. Doubt me she will though, and that is completely fine by me.

MMM, chips time I think! Oof, would love ice cream right now. Don't think ice cream would stay frozen in a tub of cold water though (my makeshift fridge thing).
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