Hey you its been along time and this has been along time coming

[eat_sprunkles]

Have you ever felt your life was nothing more than the same events repeating... just new people this time... i've been trying to work on school work and i cant seem to focus on anything but how my whole world seems to be falling out from under me... I kinda wish there was somthing someone could say to make things better but there isn't...

I feel bad b/c i cant' stand listening to my parents talk about it... I knew that this would be hard but i don't think i'm dealing with it like i should be i keep avoiding the situation... and im not sure why i've never done this before

Why? why this? why now?