Sep 09, 2008 19:27
i have not felt happier since sarah and i broke up.
i dont know why i wasted my time with her. and i hate to say that. but i did waste my time. i mean all she did was bitch about what she didnt like about me, and i would bitch at her for talking to her ex boyfriends and for not picking up after herself. not to mention we argued about stupid shit all the time because she would not think or even bother explaining why she felt she had to do what she did.
i mean i was attracted because she had this personality that just clicked with me. and we talked nonstop for the first couple months. but after i found out she cheated on me shit continued to go downhill.
then i get arrested... and start talking to her again. and start seeing her... and then she cheats on stefan (her ex/current boyfriend thing) for the second time with me...for a month or so... ugh. i know i know. im retarded. but... towards the end of my said "relationship" with her i found out she was playin me, stefan, and one of her other ex's... aaand so i confronted her. she flipped out and took pills and blamed everything on me.
she says i was the reason why, that i kept bugging her about things. well maybe it would not have happened if she was actually reasoning, or being logical. cause my friends know shes not the smarted person around. i mean how do you not use common sense?
im not going to be a total dick with this, but i did have some good times. but i cant recall moments that were good. all i could recall is her yelling at me every day, her yelling, her being a total bitch to her when i always tried to be nice. i didnt EVER yell at her for the longest time. and towards the end i started becoming frustrated and angry. cause it seems like all she wanted to do was keep lying to me and hiding things.
but fuck that situation. and fuck chuckie for being such a dick to leslie.
thats a whole nother situation, that i wont explain, but me and leslie have been chilling a lot. and i never expected to see that coming.