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lately, things havent been going like ive wanted them to. not like most things do.
i guess my problems started a while back when i let myself get stressed out over a boy who likes 1500 miles away.
call me crazy? i think so too.
after my long adventurei came back to providence,
and just when i thought it was better for me to move back to new jersey,
i met someone incredible.
it just happened.
like POOF! paige is happy.
maybe it all happened to fast?
i don't know.
i still question myself.
however, i had to make some stupid mistakes and ultimately fucked myself royally.
i really have no incentive to do anything, and it sucks.
like, i dont wanna do anything, go anywhere, be with anybody.
I HATE THIS.
im trying to pull myself out of this slump ever so slowly,
its just hard to do.
im excited for today.
im going to the mall with chanin & then Hell tonight.
it'll be good for me to get out and do somthing.
also, i have to pay my phone bill because tmobile sucks and shut off my sidekick. waaaah.
i miss loafy lots too.
he moved to NY.
and he's not here to call me at 1 in the morning and convince me to drive to Boston.
he's coming to visit soon though.
im stoked.
p.s. check out his acoustic stuff.... www.myspace.com/loafyacoustic
noelle got a wicked cute puppy.
im jealous,
i want a dog too.
but i have 4 cats in my house now.
my 2 one month old kitties, Claudio & Maximus..
and my roomies cats, Fat Man & Robot...
we're cat people i suppose.
hahaha.
its so early, and im up.
LAME.
peace.
<3