Dec 02, 2006 17:56
j.c: it's okay, we're strong. so strong. and we don't need anybody but each other, baby girl. and then when we move to ri we're going to have boys lined up around the block.
& i couldn't have said it better myself j. for real.
im so over boys, new jersey, drama, bullshit, and pretty much everything else.
its pretty awesome when someone tells you how much they like you, and how they wanna be with you & all that cute talk. BUT THEN. they just stop calling/txting/etc. you.. & then you notice theyre creepin on some other chick. im to old for bullshit & i know they are too. i dont wanna be lied to, actually i dont deserve to be lied to, lead on, and left in the dust. its just not fair. but unfortunately that seems to be the way life works. i'll get over it, but its just eating away at me. & I HATE IT MORE THEN ANYTHING.
it'd be nice if people would grow up. im nineteen years old now. this isn't high school anymore.
well jena will be here soon, thank God. my other half & i have no plans for tonight. maybe i'll just get wasted & bang a bunch of dudes. [edit:] JUST KIDDING. but for real. i need somthing to do tonight. im not sitting around again.
love is so overrated these days.