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i officially give up.
don't get me wrong, im so happy here in jersey. i really couldn't ask for a better life.. i think back to providence, and how my life went in a downward spiral. even though alot of it probably was my fault... although i did have good times too.. it was like a roller coaster. but i learned alot about love, life, friends, bullshit and everything inbetween. thanks for the memories and the heartache providence. you did me pretty bad & good @ the same damn time.
however-- there's shit everywhere you go i guess. you just can't avoid it. people here in jersey piss me off too. but whatever, i hang out with people i didn't used to so much.. and i love it. theyre amazing friends and so much fun to be around.. all out partiers.. which is exactly what i am.. so like they say, if the shoe fits.. blah blah.
p.s. im going to be in providence next weekend, which is probably a bad idea, but whatever. im stronger then ever before and fuck all the people there who fucking suck. their lives are shit & going absolutly nowhere.
oh, i got a new job too. BBQ in clinton.. yeah whats up line cook. come eat the food i make. i promise it'll be good!
this is my new favorite picture, btw. i love little steve. he needs to come back from the bedlight tour, right now.
