ouch

[eat_my_teeth]

my grandfather on my mothers side- has had cancer for a while. its the kind that can go into remission but never goes away permanently. his treatments have been making him really sick... so he decided to stop doing chemo.

i don't even know what to say.
i wanted him to be there when i got married... i wanted to make him proud in so many ways i haven't been able to yet. im not ready to let go.