It's been a long time
So last night was rough. I was broken up with than asked to be with him again. I don't know how I should be feeling. I was relieved but I'm still very down. I've been wearing sunglasses all day at work so far. No appetite, and haven't had anything since 1 yesterday. I feel like its all happening again. And I don't know if I can take that pain. I'm lost. Not physically but mentally I don't know where the fuck I am.