Oct 24, 2005 15:11
So Saturday night I hung out with James, James and Sally. We went to Steak and Shake and then put put golfing. It was definetly fun. Went back to James and Sally's house James and James had war (gun fight) with their air soft guns, its so funny when they do that. They're crazy, Sally and I sware that they feed off of eachother. The maddness just builds with them. Anyways getting to the main reason why I am updating..
Last night James and I came home and were getting ready to go to sleep. I was listening to my iPOD, and he was like you pick a song and i'll pick a song, and we will share the headphones... So we did, then he asked me the name of that song we listened to in the car, I knew which one he was talking about but I just couldn't think of the name. Then he proceeds to come into the computer room, and begin to download songs, well thats what i fgured. He didn't want me to come into the room. He burned a CD and put it in his playstation. It wouldn't work and he got mad, so then he broke it and was like ok well nevermind lets go to bed, I was sad cause I wanted to see what he did for me, so I was like well lets just listen to it in th other room so he got it all ready and told me to clear off the bed. So I did, and then he started the songs, and proceeded to lay down with me. The first song was 'Amazed', cause you prolly don't know why it means that much to me, its our song. So I already knew he made me a love CD, I was happy and excited but crying. I can't believe how such little things can mean soooooo much. If there are any guys reading this. little things count! Anyways, that song ends and then the song that we heard on the radio comes on, its called 'If you were mine' its sweet. I liked it a lot. Through out every song James help me, and rubbed my back. I was so in heaven. The next song was 'I swear' from boys II men. It seemed like the songs got sweeter and sweeter. Next was 'Back at One', by Brian McKnight. That was such a good song for the moment. Then for comic humor James put Mariah Carey 'Hero', its like an on going joke between us. The next song was 'I Do' from 98 degrees.., he told me they would get weird some how, but still manage to make me smile and cry.. Next song, 'I Drive myself Crazy' by 'Nsync. I laughed. And then he also put one of my all time fave songs, has nothing to really do with love, but he knows i just adore this song, 'Because of you' by Kelly Clarkson. Then to finish it off we listened to Amazed one last time and they we went to sleep. If you listen to those lyrics for all of those songs they're like the ultimate Love Songs. Anyways.. I gave him a massage for making me smile. I just thought I would share some good things that James does. I know I sometimes talk about the bad things he does, but he isn't always bad, he is usually good. I love him so much. That night made me realize that James really does love me, and I should stop worrying. So I am done worrying.
I have the best boyfriend in the world.
I love you baby.
3.15.03 till forever!
you know that.