decline

[eat_my_pencil]

sucks...

i woke up today brimming with energy... creative energy, physical energy... had a certain "zest" for life. even had a great morning workout! got alot of stuff done too. then about 5, 6pm, i just... declined. my pep was lost. lost motivation to do anything.

i hope i'm not suddenly sick again, like i'm suddenly anemic or something. its nice to feel alive. i wanna feel alive...