Jul 30, 2006 13:41
let's see how far i get with this before deleting yet another journal entry that no one will ever see....
i dunno what i wanna say or if i wanna say anything, but maybe i wanna say something just for the hell of saying something, not that i actually have anything i wanna say or have to say.
hmmm....living with parents sucks, mainly cuz you constantly get babied. and i could just play along and act like the lazy, ungrateful little punk who sits there and lets mom & dad do everything for them... but thats not me, thats very not me. i actually wanna resume having a life.
only 2 more cycles of this damn chemotherapy and i'm DONE! then again, gotta do radiation treatments for an unspecified amount of time. and for those who are unaware (cuz alot of people ask me), chemotherapy is when doctors pump you up intravenously with toxic cancer-killing chemicals. the whole loss of hair thing is mainly a result of those cancer-killing cells being similar to other fast-growing cells, like the ones that produce hair.
you know what? i think i might actually get to the end of this blog and post it :)
i don't like how my life feels like its at a standstill right now. i guess i'm better now, no longer confined to a bed.... blah-blah-blah, i just started losing interest in this blog. lemme do a quick wrap up so i can go play video games or something....
*superman returns was disappointing... too much drama/romance, not enough action/adventure
*spiderman 3 is tackling a crapload of characters and storylines, i hope they don't go overboard like in X3
*i really don't know what to think about this new TMNT CG movie comin out
*i bought the new Wizard to get up-to-date with comics these days. The Incredible Hulk in Space? Gambit is currently a villain? Will Iron Man the movie suck?
*its getting weird getting in touch with old high school friends. nothing bad's happened, but its just plain weird.
*when i'm ready to get back to work, i think i might just hang out in miami a LITTLE longer than expected and put that other degree to use (Advertising/Public Relations) to earn some "return to california/pay my medical bills" money
*am i the only person with a love/hate relationship with myspace?
*next year, i wanna make it a point to make it to E3, Comic Con, and Siggraph... three conventions that encompass pretty much all my main interests
i think i wanted to say something rather inspiring and poignant now, but i don't think i'll be doing that:)
later people