Jul 19, 2006 18:05
today was the first day of my oral surgery...
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okkkk..there's this episode of nip/tuck where the girl is paralyzed with medication and cant move or speak but is suposed to have been put to sleep during the surgery...
she wakes up in the middle of the surgery bt cant move or speak and all the numbing is gone and she is prone to feel everything, refrained from being able to tell the doctors she can feel them fucking cutting into her intestines and what not..
i may be a little dramatic..but i swear i was mortified as to the fact that the same episode would happen to poor karen p. who neednt realize that oral surgeries hurt regardless of howmany fucking local anestisia's they inject into ur already swollen gums. i look like the stay pufft marshmellow man.
its a tragedy..a terrible thing-oral surgery is .. and the afterglow is a bitch...i had to skip work today..and to be honest i was really bummed.. because im on this frenzy of working so much.. i actually love it... i love working..at limited too nonetheless..i love working at limited too!!!!!!!!!!!!!if it wasnt for the doctors and my mother i would have gone with my gums overlapping my bloody teeth, and the the humangous cheeks, topped off by lips that make angelina jolie look like she has none. i would take a pic to share ith you all..but bless ur soul i would not want to scare you all like that...
nikky came bak yesterday.. and after work mikey picked me up ( yes the one that i had a dream i had sex with ) , picked up haparasta--freakin mission, ooo and my new love bug paul , jajaja, to go to nikky's house to surprise her and chelsea with our beautiful brownies that read "we heart you" in M&M's. fab came later.. and it was chill.. good times..
i believe that i get incredibly skeeved by guys who try to hit on me that im soooooooo not attracted to in the least sense.. believe me, i love the attention. but watev. all i want is a guy friend. an actually guy who does not like me that wants to talk about things with me and looks out for me.. not sum1 with a hidden agenda.. i could be wrong and giving myself far too much credit.. but all the same.. i just hate it when they say these things that would be sweet.. be it coming from the right guy.. not ur guy friend..
a bit ambigous for all you readers.. but im sooo not about to go into that rite now.
this is probably going to be a long entry.. and i cant stop writing..
i finished shopaholic part deux.. love it.. and now reading crime and punishment. pretty good.... :) :) ;0
mahal kita namin. sino ka man?
pwede bayong love song ko..
-time can stand a thousand trials, the strong will never fall. but watching stars without you, my soul cries.-
i was reading my dads essay for his english class and he wrote the sweetest thing, "true love knows how to suffer, accepts pain with dignity, bears against sorrows, and most of all knows how to enjoy the utmost of happiness it brings alons the way."-very clever man, that father of mine. :)
this is just for carl...my top 10 REAL FAVORITE MOVIES.. i love them all equally..
not in any specific order..
1.back to the future the trilogy
2.the mummy 1 & 2
3. bridget jones' diary
4. love, actually
5. the little mermaid
6. the sweetest thing
7.e.t
8. pirates of the caribbean 1 & 2
9. spiderman 1 & 2
10. bend it like beckham
annnnnndthen there are those which make me think about life, which i gotta love them for that alone..
1. girl, interrupted
2.the good girl
3. kids
4. eternal sunshine of a spotless mind
5.requiem for a dream
6. unfaithful
7.american beauty
8.spiceworld
9.click
10. 50 first dates
and of course.. there are all the other movies that i just cant seem to get enough of..
rent, moulin rouge, one fine day, the even stevens movie, pretty in pink, the breakfast club,the legend of sleepy hollow, how stella got her groove back, brown sugar, lizzie mcguire movie, holes........
and as you know the list goes on and on and on
the word vomit from your favorite loser-karen :)i less than three you. <3