Dec 01, 2005 21:57
baby its finally c0ld outside!!!! i juss need it to get a lil cooler :)
things are getting better... my luv for my newfound on again/off again, krazzii,annoying, frustrating,confusing,hott,cant stay mad at for too long, loveable,wonderful boyfriend carl alvarez of about six months has increased dramatically to a point i never thought possible -and i mite juss be truly madly deeply crazy in love with this boy :)
my mother is recovering beautifully. and yessuuhh her tumor is benign!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! she has gone back to her normal shopping, bitching, caring, concerned, discursive, adobo loving mother that i have missed for soo long. it really sucked having her juss stay at home helpless. i really couldnt bear taking care of her and watching her without my heart breaking.
my sister's scar on her face from our stupid, uncalled for thanksgiving fite is recovering as well. and that as well as the on her arm should be gone by next week :).
ive begun to realize why im friends with sum of the most real people ull ever meet in ur whole entire life. every1 has sumthing that i cant get enough of and im juss addiced to the drama, the reality, and the truth in every single person that i bother to spend more than 10 min with. YES THATS YOu!!!!
ive appreciated my old relationships as well as my new ones alot more. my old friends are always there to lean back on and i love these friends that i wouldve never have thought i would be blessed with in a school that i once i hated and wanted to spit at practically every single person there.
ive embraced my beauty and my faults even more.. i have never felt more comfortable with my body ever in my life.
yessuhh this yet a another random epiphany of karen's.. which is yet another attempt at living life juss a lil better than she used to.
AIDS WORLD DAY 2DAY :)
k6 -lauren and ana :( :( + special guest JANAE sangat starbucks 2nite :) i luv u guyzzzz good timez.. success but not really.. but still.. success :) :) lol
im dunzo
..i stole this from maverick..
7 Things I plan to do before I die:
1)get married to the love of my life :)
2)have children-preferably 3 or 4 or 5 :)
3)go to hawaii and learn to surf
4)smoke from the hookah!!!!!!!!!!!!
5)perform :)++++++++++++++
6)design my own clothes
7)donate a tremendous amount of money to help feed a third world country :]
7 things I can do:
1)sing
2)look good :) :) :) :) :0
3)manipulate
4)shop
5)play the piano
6)love
7)daydream
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7 things I cannot do:
1)let my emotions not run me
2)get angry or frustrated without crying
2)cook!!!!!!! :( :( :( :(
3)cartwheel
4)get over things easily
5)be on time
6)use a tampon w/o crying
7)like LIMITED TOO ever again
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7 things that attract me to another person:
1)funny.. sum1 who can laugh with me
2)affectionate..sum1 who isnt afraid to show how much he loves me
3)ambition in life
4)hair..superficial but soo true
5)arms.. ahhh
6)spontaneuity..i luv surprises
7)smile :)
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7 things I say most often:
1)yessuhhh
2)u so krazzi
3)wat r u thinking about
4)hey baby!
5)dunzo
6)stupehhhhhhhhhhhhhhd
7) watev
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7 people I want to do this:
1) i
2) really
3) really
4) dont
5) give
6) a
7) fuk !!!!