missing you
This sucks. I've seen him once in the last 5 weeks since I got that text. I miss him so much. I wonder if he misses me. Is he over it since we haven't seen one another? Or he's just a guy & ae to compartmentalize & he's working on saving his marriage. I seriously can't wait to get to work & see him. I just hope that he wants to see me too. I can't stop loving him. I've tried for 2 years. And I know he's been attracted to me for over 2 years. He literally & figuratively grabbed my attention. And now this. He gets to have control the entire 2.5 years. He started it & he (well she) ended it. Fuck. I can't wait to see him. I hope his parents are doing ok. I don't even know that info. Ugh! How do you make yourself stop loving someone? Especially when you don't want to?