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i read my poem tonight at RPM and it felt really good. it seems like people liked it. I just wish i could write more. unfortunatley it only comes at certain times.
I am so scared for next semester. but at the same time i really cant wait. I talked to my advisor today and thought he was going to give me a long lecture and yell at me for leaving, but when i told him i fell in love with lee strasberg this past summer and want to go there for a couple of months, and that my parents support me and if i dont take risks now when will i ever start, he totaly agreed with me and wished me the best of luck. that made me feel really nice. im gong to make myspelf proud . i know it.]
im having so much trouble with Proof. Catherine is so fucking complicated and i KNOW her but i cant. i just cant. and it frustrates me that we spend an hour with the 2 other scenes that have to go that day but 15 minutes on ours? i always feel cut short in that class. ugh i cant wait till january.
tonight was a lot of fun. halloweeeeeeeenn, me irina drew and liam went to snuggs.... saw a misfits cover band and after not being ab le to get into p&g's went back there and i saw HIM from RPM. ugh. ugh. when he reads his poetry i just die inside. i want him to notice me.
i cant believe i have a full day of classes tomorrow, i dont know how im going to get through it all without falling asleep. to be honest ive been sleeping through a lot of my classes lately. it just depresses me to go. i feel like a waste.
ok time to pass out. tonight, i dropped my phone in the toilet, and now its broken. and im really upset. my mom is going to kill me, and ill have no phone for a very very long time.
goodnight moon
0->-< sara
I am so scared for next semester. but at the same time i really cant wait. I talked to my advisor today and thought he was going to give me a long lecture and yell at me for leaving, but when i told him i fell in love with lee strasberg this past summer and want to go there for a couple of months, and that my parents support me and if i dont take risks now when will i ever start, he totaly agreed with me and wished me the best of luck. that made me feel really nice. im gong to make myspelf proud . i know it.]
im having so much trouble with Proof. Catherine is so fucking complicated and i KNOW her but i cant. i just cant. and it frustrates me that we spend an hour with the 2 other scenes that have to go that day but 15 minutes on ours? i always feel cut short in that class. ugh i cant wait till january.
tonight was a lot of fun. halloweeeeeeeenn, me irina drew and liam went to snuggs.... saw a misfits cover band and after not being ab le to get into p&g's went back there and i saw HIM from RPM. ugh. ugh. when he reads his poetry i just die inside. i want him to notice me.
i cant believe i have a full day of classes tomorrow, i dont know how im going to get through it all without falling asleep. to be honest ive been sleeping through a lot of my classes lately. it just depresses me to go. i feel like a waste.
ok time to pass out. tonight, i dropped my phone in the toilet, and now its broken. and im really upset. my mom is going to kill me, and ill have no phone for a very very long time.
goodnight moon
0->-< sara