can life get any worse?
i was having a nice weekend....friday night went tanning after school with angel and lindsay....had a fun time then went home....saturday went to a mary kay party with angel, lindsay and her older sister....then we went to lindsays house where like 12 people were...and we surprised her with the party....so we were all having fun and we put in little black book and angel was talking to ian then nathan called...i talked to him for like 5 minutes and i knew something was wrong...by the tone in his voice...he wasn't talking...so i just asked nathan whats wrong....and there was silence....a minute of no talking...i thought maybe a relative died or something, but that wasnt it....was it....then he said the things i had dreaded the most...yeah the "i think we should break up cuz things arent working out".......i became totally speechless....how could this happen to me? Why was i so stupid?? I just want the answers but there are none are there?? How do i go to school tuesday and smile and act like everything is ok then have to look at him and not break down? Its going to be so hard.... what can i do tho....the damage is already done....