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Hi...back home from the auction thing....yeah this is the second time i have written today! Yeah ok...thats alright....ya know...im in one of those thinking moods right now...don't you hate when u get so dissapointed in people for making mistakes and u want so badly to fix it? I'm kinda going through that with somebody right now. Like i love this person to death and i don't know what to do....they have changed sooo much this year and change can be a good thing and everything, but sometimes it's too much some of the things people do to fit in. Is anybody confused yet? I wish things could be the same as they used to be...like if people couldn't hurt people and everything was ok all the time u know? What if everybody was happy all the time? The world would be such a better place and we wouldn't have so much crime. Ever think about that? I hate when people have bad days, because then it seems like everybody else suffers because they are thinking about how the other person feels and what they would do if they were in their shoes. Why do people think they need to impress other people to fit in? People love you the way you are so you shouldn't have to change because others are unhappy with you the way you are. Everybody is beautiful and nobody can tell you differently. Don't you hate when people pretend like there is nothing wrong, but really inside they are screaming for help and feel like crying for hours? AND then u find out later about all the stuff they go through and the thoughts they have?? I don't know...just confused here and yeah. You know what i HATE? I hate when people cheat on people....that is one thing that just tears a family apart and it's amazing how fast people can find out but when they do they don't want to know anymore cuz they want things the way they used to be. Ya know? I hate my dad...but i love him. He doesn't care about me....he cares about his job and himself. Not ever does he stop and ask how my day went..not once. He's not there for me and it hurts.....just a bad day...don't worry.....