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Well....haven't written in here for a while. Not much to say anyways...i've been working a lot. Things have just been so hectic...i wish i could just have a day where i could lay in my bed the whole day and just do nothing....absolutely nothing.
IM ALONE! I hate feeling like that you know? Being lonely...not a good feeling! Angel left for Ausria and i just called there cuz im retarded and forgot theres a 7 hour time difference...uh yeah go me! So i have to call here back like tomorrow morning at 8...what a friend...im waking up at 8 in the morning just so she can talk to me...she just left yesterday and im already missing her...well i have a month to go! What a blast! NOT.
Umm why again do i have a job?????
URGH! Like i want money and everything as does everybody but the hours i have to work sucks. Like the only day off this week i have is saturday and i have to go to a wedding that day!!! Wake up at like lets see here....6 then come home late at night and wake up again the next morning to go work like a slave!!! I might as well be one since thats how i get treated!!
Oh then my sister....I LOVE TO HATE HER! She claims all i do is bring trouble to this family but shes one to talk!! At least i wasnt a crack addict for 5 years~!! And i dont smoke 10 packs of cigarettes every day! Go ahead Stacey- smoke your life away, drink till your liver shrivles up, and keep on that crack- keep destroying them brain cells!
Yeah...sometimes things are fucked up but like what can anybody do about it? Not really anything. Nobody can do anything about what has happened or what they've already done so whats the point in writing it here?? It doesnt solve anything!
But im not complaining....life throws you things....a lot of things....and some people just dont make it over them like unfortunately Nick....if only people would have known...all of these precious lifes being taken away....its sad...theres not really much to say....just sad...prayers go to his family and friends....im so terribly sorry....
We'll be back in school soon....i wish it would just burn down! I can't wait to get out of this place...like dont get me wrong i love duluth because my friends are here...but i dont know...lets not get into that!!
Well i think im going to get going....this is long enough and nobody really reads it anyhow so have a good rest of the summer....mines been pretty shitty! LOVE!
IM ALONE! I hate feeling like that you know? Being lonely...not a good feeling! Angel left for Ausria and i just called there cuz im retarded and forgot theres a 7 hour time difference...uh yeah go me! So i have to call here back like tomorrow morning at 8...what a friend...im waking up at 8 in the morning just so she can talk to me...she just left yesterday and im already missing her...well i have a month to go! What a blast! NOT.
Umm why again do i have a job?????
URGH! Like i want money and everything as does everybody but the hours i have to work sucks. Like the only day off this week i have is saturday and i have to go to a wedding that day!!! Wake up at like lets see here....6 then come home late at night and wake up again the next morning to go work like a slave!!! I might as well be one since thats how i get treated!!
Oh then my sister....I LOVE TO HATE HER! She claims all i do is bring trouble to this family but shes one to talk!! At least i wasnt a crack addict for 5 years~!! And i dont smoke 10 packs of cigarettes every day! Go ahead Stacey- smoke your life away, drink till your liver shrivles up, and keep on that crack- keep destroying them brain cells!
Yeah...sometimes things are fucked up but like what can anybody do about it? Not really anything. Nobody can do anything about what has happened or what they've already done so whats the point in writing it here?? It doesnt solve anything!
But im not complaining....life throws you things....a lot of things....and some people just dont make it over them like unfortunately Nick....if only people would have known...all of these precious lifes being taken away....its sad...theres not really much to say....just sad...prayers go to his family and friends....im so terribly sorry....
We'll be back in school soon....i wish it would just burn down! I can't wait to get out of this place...like dont get me wrong i love duluth because my friends are here...but i dont know...lets not get into that!!
Well i think im going to get going....this is long enough and nobody really reads it anyhow so have a good rest of the summer....mines been pretty shitty! LOVE!