Finally, the fat one posts

Apr 27, 2004 23:45

I have no idea what to say besides, I'm an idiot, I mean I looked at my life at about 10:30 while I was watching family guy and eating chips, shoving them down my fat face, and wow, yea WHAT IN THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME, seriously I sit on my butt all day except for work and church, which church im sorry to admit this but I guess I need to, I'm just goin with the motions...truly church has meant nothing to me for a while...everday I'm living 2 lives, thats more than one! haha comedy whoa anyway yea so 1st period im an alright christian notthing really bad then i get to 2nd period TOTALLY differnt person I'm just as immoral as the worst yet I am careful when katie webster is around because low and behold Clint can't look bad in front of another christian...3rd period, yea thats study so that sucks, 4th period ahh my real dual life period. I'm acting like I should In front of megan and jason and kelly and around everyone else but the second they are gone BOOM another person, and then 5th period im just an outcast, im not funny enough to talk out loud and I annoy the crap out of everyone else around me...and that is my day everyday! wow yea, and I have a great girlfriend who im not good enough for, i love her to death but its not fair to her when she has a 2 life living jerk. and no i am not writing all this because i want attention or i want people to be like, DONT BEAT YOURSELF UP CLINT YOUR A GREAT PERSON, no im just posting this because I feel like i needed to say it, and i have always been a realistic person and this is the first time ive faced reality and yes it sucks but meh im not gonna change i want to, i need to but i know and most people who know me, know that i have determination of a fat kid...WHICH HA! ITS IRONIC I AM A FAT KID BOOOOOOOOOOOOYA!
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