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well its been crazy at
work.
there have been quite a few late nights in a
row.
last night i went to bed at 5 a.m.
and we store still wasn't done.
it was a major mess last night. (morning?? whatever)
i felt like a zombie last night at 3 trying to finish up.
but we had the radio on
and got to dance around zoning.
busted a few moves lol
today i just chilled out woke up at 3
cleaned my room, it was a damn mess.
it was nice doing nothing today
:)
i dunno just taking it as it comes.
the night after i got his number
he left work at like 10
and we started texted all night till i went to bed (at like 2:30)
he was telling me what he was doing and where he was going.
blah blah blah but later when i am about to go to sleep
he started texting me back all messed up like he had a few drinks in him
& i told "hey call me tommorrow morning if you wanna to eat lunch before work."
and then i get a text back saying "tonight we should chill & you know"
and i'm thinking WTF!!!!!!!!???
i am just some fcking girl he wants to mess around with???
and all this shit starts going through my head
i told him not tonight cuz i was half asleep on my bed
and he was like ok well call me in the morning.
and i told olivia what happened and we started thinking
well maybe he was drunk just looking for something ya know lol
and the next day at work in the afternoon
i see him and he says hey whats up
and he gives me a hug and i was gonna ask him about that stuff that happened
but i just let go.
and ever since then we text every few nights.
just simple stuff.
but when i see him in front of other girls (while i'm there) he like shows off
and like avoids me or makes faces at me.
even olivia noticed and she thought well maybe he is doing that cuz he knows you like him
and its turning all fcking complicated.
or maybe i'm overreacting to the way he acts now???
I DONT FUCKING KNOW!!!!!!!!
ugh, but right now i'm just taking it as it comes
what happens happens.
i'm gonna keep playing the game
......................................
i still got the hots for him.
totally kissable lol
theres something about him
i dont know what he does to me lol
i got saturday off so call me so we can go EAT or something
work.
there have been quite a few late nights in a
row.
last night i went to bed at 5 a.m.
and we store still wasn't done.
it was a major mess last night. (morning?? whatever)
i felt like a zombie last night at 3 trying to finish up.
but we had the radio on
and got to dance around zoning.
busted a few moves lol
today i just chilled out woke up at 3
cleaned my room, it was a damn mess.
it was nice doing nothing today
:)
i dunno just taking it as it comes.
the night after i got his number
he left work at like 10
and we started texted all night till i went to bed (at like 2:30)
he was telling me what he was doing and where he was going.
blah blah blah but later when i am about to go to sleep
he started texting me back all messed up like he had a few drinks in him
& i told "hey call me tommorrow morning if you wanna to eat lunch before work."
and then i get a text back saying "tonight we should chill & you know"
and i'm thinking WTF!!!!!!!!???
i am just some fcking girl he wants to mess around with???
and all this shit starts going through my head
i told him not tonight cuz i was half asleep on my bed
and he was like ok well call me in the morning.
and i told olivia what happened and we started thinking
well maybe he was drunk just looking for something ya know lol
and the next day at work in the afternoon
i see him and he says hey whats up
and he gives me a hug and i was gonna ask him about that stuff that happened
but i just let go.
and ever since then we text every few nights.
just simple stuff.
but when i see him in front of other girls (while i'm there) he like shows off
and like avoids me or makes faces at me.
even olivia noticed and she thought well maybe he is doing that cuz he knows you like him
and its turning all fcking complicated.
or maybe i'm overreacting to the way he acts now???
I DONT FUCKING KNOW!!!!!!!!
ugh, but right now i'm just taking it as it comes
what happens happens.
i'm gonna keep playing the game
......................................
i still got the hots for him.
totally kissable lol
theres something about him
i dont know what he does to me lol
i got saturday off so call me so we can go EAT or something