May 13, 2010 23:55
this year has been insane. i was just reading through my posts from this school year and it makes me laugh how many times i've changed schools. well, i'm currently back at lakeland senior high school and couldn't be happier with that. i actually got a transfer here (so lucky) so i could graduate here, it was really stupid of me to leave in the first place but things happen for a reason i guess. after leaving tenoroc i started at traviss career center, i really liked it, all i did was cook all day and eat all day as well, it was really fun but a lot of the time i just didn't feel like going. after the dean gave me 6045839578 chances he finally let me go after missing another week, but luckily before then i got accepted in lakeland. but, after getting accepting into lakeland the principal and counsilor told me that i wasn't going to graduate because i haven't been doing barely anything in my online class and they couldn't just stick me in a normal class because of how late i came into lakeland. after all the crying and hopelessness of not graduating my dad saved my fucking ass (yet again). he came to the school and talked to the same people and they said they would give me a chance, so i've been busting my little ass getting all of my school work done. i only have about 6 assignments left on flvs and i did most of my english make-up work (which was a ton). i'm not going to lie, i'm extremely proud of myself. my whole school life i have been so careless and unmotivated thinking that i was going to graduate no problem, and now i'm just sliding by. which is definitely good enough for me because it's better than nothing at all right? and i get to walk with some people that i love at graduation. i'm so fortunate mrs. collins gave me a chance, and i'm really glad i get to prove to them that i was definitely able to do it. /end massive paragraph.
on another note, things have been kind of bad lately. one thing just happens after another. so far this year: i totaled my car, all of my belongings were taken from me because somebody broke into our home, i got arrested, i've had no money considering my manager continues to hire people and i've gotten hardly any hours, and a lot of things have been happening with brandon's family which is a whole nother story i don't want to get into. but i can't say that things aren't looking up. i'm trying to stay positive and trying to help my love do the same. brandon and i are still very close, he's my closest most dearest friend. and we've been dating for over a year now! it's really crazy because it seemed like just yesterday he was picking me up from my house for the first time. we care about each other so much, and i think that's why everything is so fantastic all the time. i love him with all i have and i know he loves me too. it's really nice to have somebody like brandon, it'd be a lot harder to get through everything without him. i hope he knows how grateful i am to have him. <3