over & out

[easyliving]

there's something very human to be said about being hurt and hurting someone in return so deeply; something i'd never truly experienced before. i've gone through about as much self-doubt and disappointment that one person can stand; i've neglected friends and family for the sake of my own dignity; i've made the biggest mistake of my life thus far. that being said, i wouldn't change a thing that has happened over the last 3 months. i held on as long as i could to something that meant the world to me, and i'll love him forever because he was my first of manys, but on saturday i'm letting go and leaving as much of it behind as i can.

there is a bright light at the end of this seemingly neverending tunnel, making it all feel worthwhile and okay and possibly even perfect.