Dec 27, 2008 12:22
"well that day, that day. what a mess, what a marvel. i walked into that cloud again and i lost myself. and im sad, sad, sad, small, alone, scared. craving purity, a fragile mind, and a gentle spirit. well that day, that day, what a marvelous mess. well this all that i can do; im done to be me. sad. scared. small. alone. beautiful. it's supposed to be like this. i accept everything. it's supposed to be like this.
well that day, that day i lay down beside myself. in this feeling of pain, sadness, scared, small, climbing, crawling towards the light. and it's all that i see. and i'm tired and i'm right and i'm wrong and it's beautiful. well that day, that day. what a mess. what a marvel. we're all the same but no one thinks so. and it's okay and i'm small and i'm divine and it's beautiful and it's coming and it's already here and it's absolutely perfect.
well that day, that day. when everything was a mess. and everything was in place. and it's too much hurt. sad. small. scared. alone. and everyone's a cynic and it's hard and it's sweet and it's supposed to be like this. well that day, that day. when i sat in the sun and i thought and i cried. cause i'm sad, scared, small, alone, strong. and i'm nothing. and i'm true. only a brave man can break through. and it's all okay. yeah, it's okay.
well that day, that day. i lay down beside myself in this feeling of pain, sadness, scared, small, climbing, crawling towards the light. and it's all that i see and i'm tired and i'm right and i'm wrong. and it's beautiful. well that day, that day. what a mess. what a marvelous mess. we're all the same but no one thinks so. and it's okay. and i'm small and i'm divine and it's beautiful and it's coming and it's already here and it's absolutely perfect.
so sweet. can you feel it? are you here? are you with me? i can feel it. it's beautiful."