okay so im not there
have you ever reached the point when your not asleep, but not awake. that just happened to me and now im totally wide awake. ive been thinking, and i need a change in my life. i need out of this hole. im 19, im still young. i want more than anything to take a flipping year off school and do something. like travel somewhere...live in cali or nyc for a few months, expierence life. i find myself reading other peoples journals and getting jealous of things other people are doing...when im stuck in this apt with my roomate i hate. have you ever had thoughts like this? just saying fuck it and take off to somewhere unknown. how cool would it be to hook up with a total stranger on here thinking the same things as me...and just take off for awhile....in attempts maybe find myself, find SOMETHING.