Zen
Read the words I am saying as if they were your own thoughts. Sometimes you have a good idea, and when it comes time to explain it under the influnce of pain/nondescipt and enigmatic confusion, you can't think, and everything happens at its own speed. Right there, you are nothing but a complete and useless bystander. Controlling your actions requires that vein of thought, except when you regain yourself. It is most certainly not unreasonable to think that while you are moving and participating in the mindless drivel, you can somehow achieve this unlabored degree of authenticity, or at least in regards to your manifested persona. You can think in the third person, but it wont be any more realistic than a vague memory and doubted questionable memory. Truly one-track minded, regardless of the actual minimal amount of centration required. Unnatuarally is becomes situational. Youu have only got one thought, and it can only be described as oblivious. Imagine about thinking about thinking. What would you think about? The word thinking? That is all you can think about. You can't even feel it. You are just there, simply aware of nothing more than your own existance.