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[sigh]
"one of these days", he keeps telling himself.
and on an unrelated note, i don't think i'm really going to bother posting much anymore, if at all. i could barely care less if the same 8 people get a daily/weekly fix of nonsense. yeah, maybe it's got a great deal to do with the current mood i'm in. i don't mean what it may or may not say at the bottom under Current Mood, because i don't think you need to know what mood i'm in. besides, i'll be in another one in 5 minutes, and then another one 5 minutes later, and then another one 5 minutes after that. now that i think about it, it sort of robs me of potential spontaneous creativity, which probably accounts for my various psychological disorders, how they affect me, and how they adversely affect the extent and or capabilities of my view/interation with existence. if i kept going after that last sentence, you'd get a 89723987234 page rambling about self confidence, and how i feel it to universally be the obligatory first step to pursuiong your own personal interests in life and for life, regardless of whether or not it was actually ever an issue with your particular self. i don't think i'll reiterate what i just said with a handful of analogies.
on the bright side, if i haven't killed it yet, i've got a 1 hour survey on VIDEO GAMES tomorrow in Copley Square for $75. that's a job for ME, motherfucker, if there ever were such a thing. maybe i'll even get a real one soon. it's hard to replace a job you didn't realize how much you loved until you left. not chi-chis, smartass. then again, i'm not "replacing" anything, but i loved it enough to miss it enough to have to replace it.
so, what is there to say that hasn't already been said?
one of these days, indeed.
"one of these days", he keeps telling himself.
and on an unrelated note, i don't think i'm really going to bother posting much anymore, if at all. i could barely care less if the same 8 people get a daily/weekly fix of nonsense. yeah, maybe it's got a great deal to do with the current mood i'm in. i don't mean what it may or may not say at the bottom under Current Mood, because i don't think you need to know what mood i'm in. besides, i'll be in another one in 5 minutes, and then another one 5 minutes later, and then another one 5 minutes after that. now that i think about it, it sort of robs me of potential spontaneous creativity, which probably accounts for my various psychological disorders, how they affect me, and how they adversely affect the extent and or capabilities of my view/interation with existence. if i kept going after that last sentence, you'd get a 89723987234 page rambling about self confidence, and how i feel it to universally be the obligatory first step to pursuiong your own personal interests in life and for life, regardless of whether or not it was actually ever an issue with your particular self. i don't think i'll reiterate what i just said with a handful of analogies.
on the bright side, if i haven't killed it yet, i've got a 1 hour survey on VIDEO GAMES tomorrow in Copley Square for $75. that's a job for ME, motherfucker, if there ever were such a thing. maybe i'll even get a real one soon. it's hard to replace a job you didn't realize how much you loved until you left. not chi-chis, smartass. then again, i'm not "replacing" anything, but i loved it enough to miss it enough to have to replace it.
so, what is there to say that hasn't already been said?
one of these days, indeed.