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the east coast beckons me, particularily one state. he tells me, as do many others, it's a shitty state with nothing to offer. but the fact that he comes from there is enough for me to want to see it.
small suburbs encompassing the worst freeway/street geography i have ever seen (makes you thankful for the grid system in the sfv), where streets stop and start several streets over moving in a different direction. people that don't flock towards a central force of the city, just slightly more populated sections. the rich take over the downtown bars and filter in after cardinals games (when they play, the whole town stops). the gays and yuppies live right up my street and flamboyant doesn't even begin to describe it. for being as roman catholic as this city is, you'd never know it. much pride here, much pride. but not much pride for anything else except getting shitfaced and spending money, wealth and materialism overruns much of it.
i look forward to seeing 7 malls in 30 minutes, i look forward to feeling ocean breeze on my face and smelling stale sulphur, i look forward to meeting people with "worldly" views, i look forward to my lease ending and heading somewhere where i don't feel so incapable of feeing anything else except my 2 hour leftover high. i look forward to something different. this dissatisfaction isn't cutting it anymore. this stagnation is making me decay.
small suburbs encompassing the worst freeway/street geography i have ever seen (makes you thankful for the grid system in the sfv), where streets stop and start several streets over moving in a different direction. people that don't flock towards a central force of the city, just slightly more populated sections. the rich take over the downtown bars and filter in after cardinals games (when they play, the whole town stops). the gays and yuppies live right up my street and flamboyant doesn't even begin to describe it. for being as roman catholic as this city is, you'd never know it. much pride here, much pride. but not much pride for anything else except getting shitfaced and spending money, wealth and materialism overruns much of it.
i look forward to seeing 7 malls in 30 minutes, i look forward to feeling ocean breeze on my face and smelling stale sulphur, i look forward to meeting people with "worldly" views, i look forward to my lease ending and heading somewhere where i don't feel so incapable of feeing anything else except my 2 hour leftover high. i look forward to something different. this dissatisfaction isn't cutting it anymore. this stagnation is making me decay.