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did'nt sleep very well last night...i dunno whats wrong with me...
Why do i try to make ppl happy? I just ruin it anyway...why even bother?
Why? Because i love him and love does that stupid thing to you that makes you want to do anything you can for that person i guess, but what if it doesn't work? What if it goes unappreciated? Does that dp something in return?
I'm not saying i never get upset, but when i do i let him cheer me up, and i always thank him for even TRYING ...but i don't know...he is never often very unhappy...but when he is it cannot be helped..can i deal with that? I can, i know, but sometimes its hard you know?
i went home crying last night because he didn't want to talk to me..coz he misunderstood something i said....nice way to work things out " i don't wanna talk to you right now" well fucking awesome...excuse me for defending myself and excuse me for trying all day to make YOU happy
Why do i try to make ppl happy? I just ruin it anyway...why even bother?
Why? Because i love him and love does that stupid thing to you that makes you want to do anything you can for that person i guess, but what if it doesn't work? What if it goes unappreciated? Does that dp something in return?
I'm not saying i never get upset, but when i do i let him cheer me up, and i always thank him for even TRYING ...but i don't know...he is never often very unhappy...but when he is it cannot be helped..can i deal with that? I can, i know, but sometimes its hard you know?
i went home crying last night because he didn't want to talk to me..coz he misunderstood something i said....nice way to work things out " i don't wanna talk to you right now" well fucking awesome...excuse me for defending myself and excuse me for trying all day to make YOU happy