*sigh*
Well..
I'm 9months pregnant. i have 4 more days til my due date comes around. hopefully my daughter will be here sooner then that though. Little Miss Harmony LaKai Sykes.....
She's the only thing keeping me sane and somewhat happy. I can't wait til she gets here. It will be something in my life to actually look forward to...
Me and the father though[Lamar]... i feel asif we are falling apart.. well.. he's growing apart from me....i try to make everything good and be a "perfect" girlfriend... i thought things were good until i started getting emails from females asking me if i am dating him and that he was trying to get with them...you know me.. i try to ignore it. plus if they have no proof.. why believe them.. but some..most of them had evidence...i just ignored it for awhile.. but now.. i can't..I'm unhappy. and now i feel like i'm being cheated on and used....yet again...I dont understand why this happens to me....I stay faithful..I stop talkin to nigga i use to like and i stopped trying to get with people 10 months ago when we officially started dating...something tells me his heart really isnt in this relationship..especially like the one he use to have with his ex....its a struggle to maintain my sanity everyday..to makes sure not to cut myself especially...i wish i could be happier..but i'm not....things just....never go my way at al...
I'm 9months pregnant. i have 4 more days til my due date comes around. hopefully my daughter will be here sooner then that though. Little Miss Harmony LaKai Sykes.....
She's the only thing keeping me sane and somewhat happy. I can't wait til she gets here. It will be something in my life to actually look forward to...
Me and the father though[Lamar]... i feel asif we are falling apart.. well.. he's growing apart from me....i try to make everything good and be a "perfect" girlfriend... i thought things were good until i started getting emails from females asking me if i am dating him and that he was trying to get with them...you know me.. i try to ignore it. plus if they have no proof.. why believe them.. but some..most of them had evidence...i just ignored it for awhile.. but now.. i can't..I'm unhappy. and now i feel like i'm being cheated on and used....yet again...I dont understand why this happens to me....I stay faithful..I stop talkin to nigga i use to like and i stopped trying to get with people 10 months ago when we officially started dating...something tells me his heart really isnt in this relationship..especially like the one he use to have with his ex....its a struggle to maintain my sanity everyday..to makes sure not to cut myself especially...i wish i could be happier..but i'm not....things just....never go my way at al...