i cut my hair short again, i missed the way it used to feel when i ran it through my fingers. it feels wonderful. i also got both sides of my lip pierced the other night. they look good, i love them.
this morning we found out one of my brother's best friends died. they were partying at a motel last night, drinking and popping pills like they always do. everyone woke up except him. my brother woke up to a cold, blue body. he's out of his mind right now.
everything i needed to write went down on paper and not here.
shit's been weird.