Apr 24, 2005 17:33
imagine growing up, i mean ur entire life until now knowing and believing one thing, but all of a sudden u learn the truth...after all this time. u'd be shocked, perhaps more than shocked, maybe like wanting to just curl up and sleep forever or just go away. maybe im totally overreacting, but maybe not, i mean this type of shit is the stuff u see on pathetic talk shows...idk what to do, think, say, act, or feel! u think im fucked up in the head already mother...well we'll see about that now. i thought my life was perfect, not entirely cause im not perfect, but my lifestyle at least, my home life. its like all of it has gone to shit. life is shit, my mother is shit...ppl r shit!
U know U love me!