Tonight I hate her. tomorrow I'll be okay.
You want a rant? Okay.
I HATE/LOATHE not being trusted. I cannot stand it. I am trustworthy. I do what the fuck I say I'm going to do. I don't do bad things. I'm a good fucking kid. Trust me. fuck you. trust me.
These last few weeks Mrs. Pat has been bothering me. alot. And now she is just constantly pissing me off. It bothered me with her and my dad together. It's bothered me when I havn't felt that comfortable around her. As if there was this slight bit of hostility. It really upset me when things that were always okay with them before were no longer acceptable or respectable. Inconsistency. Something I hate. Yes. Ghad! If it's always been fine before don't ever go back on it. Ever. It will become something I expect. base my actions around. and take security in. Don't change your fucking rules. And fuck her for being pissed at Scott for he and Matt not going to the farm this weekend. Yes, he didn't want to go, but he was going to do it anyway. I can't help that Matt played a part in it, and then she said that it was up to them. He had no ulterior motives. He wasn't trying to stay here so he could hang out with friends. He had shit to do. Don't fucking punish him for something that he didn't do wrong. And fuck her for having a big fucking problem with us being alone for a couple hours while my dad was bowling while we sat around and watched KiLL BiLL V.2. We told her everything. We call. Tell the truth. Tell her exactly what the fuck we're doing. But she doesn't think we're telling her everything. When she gets told more than my fucking dad does. Fuck you. Trust me.
I HATE/LOATHE not being trusted. I cannot stand it. I am trustworthy. I do what the fuck I say I'm going to do. I don't do bad things. I'm a good fucking kid. Trust me. fuck you. trust me.
These last few weeks Mrs. Pat has been bothering me. alot. And now she is just constantly pissing me off. It bothered me with her and my dad together. It's bothered me when I havn't felt that comfortable around her. As if there was this slight bit of hostility. It really upset me when things that were always okay with them before were no longer acceptable or respectable. Inconsistency. Something I hate. Yes. Ghad! If it's always been fine before don't ever go back on it. Ever. It will become something I expect. base my actions around. and take security in. Don't change your fucking rules. And fuck her for being pissed at Scott for he and Matt not going to the farm this weekend. Yes, he didn't want to go, but he was going to do it anyway. I can't help that Matt played a part in it, and then she said that it was up to them. He had no ulterior motives. He wasn't trying to stay here so he could hang out with friends. He had shit to do. Don't fucking punish him for something that he didn't do wrong. And fuck her for having a big fucking problem with us being alone for a couple hours while my dad was bowling while we sat around and watched KiLL BiLL V.2. We told her everything. We call. Tell the truth. Tell her exactly what the fuck we're doing. But she doesn't think we're telling her everything. When she gets told more than my fucking dad does. Fuck you. Trust me.