You. Soft and Only. You. Lost and Lonely.
I love MY god. Mine. The one that no one knows. but I.
"Show me how you do that trick
The one that makes me scream" she said
"The one that makes me laugh" she said
And threw her arms around my neck
"Show me how you do it
And I promise you I promise that
I'll run away with you
I'll run away with you"
Last night there wasn't comfortable sleep. There wasn't a nice dream.
But last night I did get to talk to Scott on the phone. for 57 minutes. it gave me something to look forward to. Because I will get to see him today. when I thought that I wouldn't.
I talked to my mother. for the first time. in months. She's in Salt Lake City. for a tiny bit of time. It made me feel good talking to her. And I think that it made her happy too. the things that I said to her. Her baby will come sometime in the middle of October. she think's it'll be a boy. and that she might name him Remy.
I talked to everyone this weekend. The four generations. I just went right on down the line. I lied. I said that I would pray. I lied. I said that we went to church. I lied. this time. to give them a little piece of mind? I lied because I'm tired.
"Show me how you do that trick
The one that makes me scream" she said
"The one that makes me laugh" she said
And threw her arms around my neck
"Show me how you do it
And I promise you I promise that
I'll run away with you
I'll run away with you"
Last night there wasn't comfortable sleep. There wasn't a nice dream.
But last night I did get to talk to Scott on the phone. for 57 minutes. it gave me something to look forward to. Because I will get to see him today. when I thought that I wouldn't.
I talked to my mother. for the first time. in months. She's in Salt Lake City. for a tiny bit of time. It made me feel good talking to her. And I think that it made her happy too. the things that I said to her. Her baby will come sometime in the middle of October. she think's it'll be a boy. and that she might name him Remy.
I talked to everyone this weekend. The four generations. I just went right on down the line. I lied. I said that I would pray. I lied. I said that we went to church. I lied. this time. to give them a little piece of mind? I lied because I'm tired.