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Hello to anyone that found themselves here~
Has anyone else noticed that when you cry its not usually because you're sad?
It's usually at the pinnacle of stress. You break down and the tears just fall naturally and that causes more anger. It poses questions, Why am I so weak?
Why am I crying?
Why. Why. Why? Anger seems more like the cause. I don't usually cry because I'm sad. I'm frustrated, all my pent up emotions. I'm raging on the inside and this is my breaking point and I try to pull back that tiny tear but it's the drop that broke the dam. And I think damn, why? But of course the reason's plain.
I've already had more luck than one person deserves.
You know, you'd think that, of all people, Jesus would be able to avoid that whole pride thing his dad warned about.
Turns out tho, of course, he had the granddaddy of all ego trips going for him. They even named that shit after him. A Christ complex.
I don't deserve anymore luck, I honestly don't. I had it good, I had it great even, but it's over now.
It's creepy how cold my hands and feet are, I wish I could stay in bed with ten layers of covers on me.
She was right. Lucy was right. I'm probably never gonna see my sister again.You take care of her Jude. You take good care of her, because if you don't I'm gonna kick your Scouse ass all over Manhattan, and right across the bridge into Williamsburg, Brooklyn. How's that for serious, huh?
Has anyone else noticed that when you cry its not usually because you're sad?
It's usually at the pinnacle of stress. You break down and the tears just fall naturally and that causes more anger. It poses questions, Why am I so weak?
Why am I crying?
Why. Why. Why? Anger seems more like the cause. I don't usually cry because I'm sad. I'm frustrated, all my pent up emotions. I'm raging on the inside and this is my breaking point and I try to pull back that tiny tear but it's the drop that broke the dam. And I think damn, why? But of course the reason's plain.
I've already had more luck than one person deserves.
You know, you'd think that, of all people, Jesus would be able to avoid that whole pride thing his dad warned about.
Turns out tho, of course, he had the granddaddy of all ego trips going for him. They even named that shit after him. A Christ complex.
I don't deserve anymore luck, I honestly don't. I had it good, I had it great even, but it's over now.
It's creepy how cold my hands and feet are, I wish I could stay in bed with ten layers of covers on me.
She was right. Lucy was right. I'm probably never gonna see my sister again.You take care of her Jude. You take good care of her, because if you don't I'm gonna kick your Scouse ass all over Manhattan, and right across the bridge into Williamsburg, Brooklyn. How's that for serious, huh?