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OMG I hate everything so much right now.
I hate listening to this.
I hate yelling.
I hate living here.
I could die right now and be completely satisfied. Just so I'd never have to sit through this shit again. *gag* Please God, take me now.
Okay, honestly, I'm going so crazy. I don't know what to do with myself anymore.
It's so fucking hard to quit smoking when the person who wants you to quit is the one that drives you to smoke.
Fuck him.
FUCK HIM.
Today started off so freakin' good. I had SUCH a good day. I laughed more today than I have in months. Since... everything...
And surprisingly enough, it was with people I don't even know. Just met them today. And had an absolute fucking blast with them.
And then I came home.
It gets worse every day. EVERY DAMN DAY.
Fuck. The general descriptor of today's events.
The word that comes to mind for pretty much everything right now.
The best way to describe most of the people in my life.
FUCK.
There are a few exceptions to this, and I'm sure you know who you are. But everyone can just go to hell. I give the fuck up. I'm so tired of trying. It's overrated.
/trying. /giving a fuck. /caring.
/rant.
I hate listening to this.
I hate yelling.
I hate living here.
I could die right now and be completely satisfied. Just so I'd never have to sit through this shit again. *gag* Please God, take me now.
Okay, honestly, I'm going so crazy. I don't know what to do with myself anymore.
It's so fucking hard to quit smoking when the person who wants you to quit is the one that drives you to smoke.
Fuck him.
FUCK HIM.
Today started off so freakin' good. I had SUCH a good day. I laughed more today than I have in months. Since... everything...
And surprisingly enough, it was with people I don't even know. Just met them today. And had an absolute fucking blast with them.
And then I came home.
It gets worse every day. EVERY DAMN DAY.
Fuck. The general descriptor of today's events.
The word that comes to mind for pretty much everything right now.
The best way to describe most of the people in my life.
FUCK.
There are a few exceptions to this, and I'm sure you know who you are. But everyone can just go to hell. I give the fuck up. I'm so tired of trying. It's overrated.
/trying. /giving a fuck. /caring.
/rant.