ehh+blah=reality
I'm not arguementative, am I? An old friend of mine just told me that they don't want to talk to me anymore because all I do is start arguments with them, but I'm too tired to feel upset, or feel at all. so now I am going to go back to that numb state of existence that has been my life. Its a good thing I don't feel right now, because then I would have to face all of the things and people that I have screwed over. But I don't think I will be doing THAT anytime soon. Just pretend that nothing is wrong, and wait until it blows up in your face, it will come at the least convienient time.